Doom

After today, i have 0% of confidence in getting enroll in local Uni. Today, my brain was not in the right state while i was doing the paper. The paper is hard. But choosing a hard essay qns with little evaluation makes the marker's job super easy by failing me. All sort of negative thoughts and 'what if' qns start to pop up in my brain. What if i failed GP? there is a high possibility...What if i couldn't get into Uni? What should i do? I put in alot of effort in GP. but effort does not equate to result. Haiz. Life has to go on. It is just not the way i expected 2 years ago.