2 months to freedom...Yeah, Prelims is over!~ Jiayou to those who are still having their prelims! All the best. Well, i'm ONLY confident with my Chem...HOPE to get 'A'...dun really know whether can or not. But my other subjects SUCKS. Like GP, i really want to pass it...but i didn't write conclusion for essay and i didn't really finished my paper2. Geo, pls, i dun even know what i was writing. Maths, haiz, i hate maths...wat do u think? Physics, the paper is difficult until...wah...i just want to pass...Tml got more papers coming back...
Family matters...
i think my sisters know that i quarrel with my dad almost everyday. Like wat they say in chinese, 五天一大吵，三天一小吵. I know he is my dad, and i ought to respect him...but it is just hard for me.
OS: You think i don't want to respect you? i also want to respect you but the things u said and done make it so hard. I know my temper may not be tt good but pls lah, my bro, who is well-natured, cannot even stand him lah. The diff is that i will always comment on wat my dad says or reason with him and trigger the quarrels while my bro don't even bother abt wat he says. He always says that i think i'm receiving high education and 目中无人(don't put others in my eyes, treating others as transparent and be disrespectful). Yayayayaya...so? am i disrespectful to my mum? my aunts? my uncles? maybe i'm disrespectful to my BRO, but hey, we are in the same generation n our telepathy is enough to kill (tt's exaggeration). So i'm not 目中无人, i'm just disrespectful to you. I think my dad does not practise wat he preached, he doesn't set good example. He said that i'm 目中无人 treating others as non-existence, thinking that i'm top of the world? Hey, i think it runs in the blood. He said we DON'T want to COMMUNICATE with him. When we tried to sort things out and talk abt reasons with him, he said tt we are arguing and asked us not to argue with him. (u want to communicate but u want us to shut up?) I think it's becos we are winning the 'arguement' as our stands and reasons are strong and he just dun want to admit that he is wrong. Honestly, i really envy Shuyi, she is really loving and so caring about others. I wish i can be like her, feeling guilty if i were rude to my parent and worry tt they will be worried abt me. I don't think she quarrels with her parents, i want to do the same thing, but i'm trying very hard to keep my bloody mouth n comments shut. This is the most 'surface' information that i can talk, i dun want others to know too much details bcos the rest are secrets. (Secret's DVD is out!!!) Nvm, I shall continue to be the bubbly and sunshine gal! haha.
