Wonder Woman

I love this song! Girls should stand strong!



Anyway, some random stuff. I think Singtel's internet SMS is really awesome! It has helped me thru various situations like HP spoilt, forgot to bring HP, SMS with yew when he's in shang hai. Hahaha. So happy to chat with him via SMS ytd during my lunch break. It was as if he was still in Singapore.

Bro, although I didnt really pay much attention to you compare to your friends, I still care about you. Jia You!

Btw, I officially stopped my Jap lesson. Feel more relax now.

Seriously feel stretched

I always think it's good to stretch yourself as far as possible cos you don't know where's your limit. However, I really think I have reached my limits now.

A lot of things are going around this vacation, be it at work (lumping all my commitments tgt) or at home. I though all these will occupy me more and I'll think about him less. However, the more I work, the more I miss him. I was really dying to seek for his comfort when I was super upset regarding the things happening at home. The comfort that MSN can't give me...

Can't really talk about the things going around in my house, so I shall talk about the things going around at work...

1) my 9-6pm EHS & Facility work. I had been saying there's nothing much to do at work, but work started to stream in last week. So now I got to work liao. One thing I'm sure is that, I'm really good at using AutoCad now.

2) my tuition. Currently I have 3 tutee. 1 in Bukit Panjang, 1 in Serangoon North, 1 in Kovan. Exam is coming up, I'm quite stressed about their performance.

3) Grant A Wish. As one of the PDs, there are a lot of things expected from me, or I think I should do to run this whole project. We just finalised our Organising Comm. I'm both excited and worried about this OC. I don't how things will work out. Can they work well? Will they have the chemistry? Will they enjoy the whole journey of Grant A Wish? What I can expect from this project?

4) L-derly Befrienders. I have missed the weekly visits for for 2 weeks. As a Vice, I think I should have done better. I'm actually looking forward to step down so that I can just join as a normal volunteer. Just purely volunteering, nothing else, I think I'll enjoy it more.

5) NUS Stage Sponsorship. To be frank (sorry Chris), I really have difficulty committing to the CCA. Cos unlike you and the rest, I don't have the passion for theatre, and it's really hard to be committed without passion. Nevertheless, I gave u my promise, so I'll try my best.

6) Lastly, it's my Japanese. I sort of lost my passion for Japanese after all these work. I don't have the drive to revise my Japanese at least 3 times a week like the initial stage and it's just going from bad to worse. Hence, I think I need a break from studying Japanese. I'll pause for a year, find back my passion, then continue with my Japanese.

I have to let go of something at this point of time and I think Japanese is the only thing that I can afford to let go. 勉強すれば勉強ほど疲れてなる。もしそんなん続いたり、日本語が嫌いになるだろう。そんなん結果がやだよ。だから、ここで少し休んで決めた。悲しいのに、この決定が必要と思う。

A day without work

Yeah!! I decided to push my jap lesson to Sunday, so tt i can play and slack the whole day!!!!

Today is 8PG outing again @ Boon Lay for ZR's belated 21st Bday Celebration! I always love to go out with 8PG! so relaxing and we will do funny stuff...

Met ZR at Boonlay station, I totally LOL at the "OMG" audition. Den we brisk walked to SAFRA (Jurong) tgt cos we were late for K!!!

We (Char, Chris, JX, Me, ZR) sang alot of ZR's fav...every now and there he will said "eh, this is my fav..." Ya ya ya...

The Kbox @ Jurong Safra was so cold that it's like a huge freeze that harden the melted chocolate! hahahhaa!

After K, we went to JP for dinner. We thought that the OMG audition thing was still on, when we hear someone singing FIR's song...but the singing was really too good to be true...So we started to suspect if they were FIR...Wow. True enough..IT'S F.I.R! Great singing, but the crowd just dispersed when they stopped singing and started interviewing. Really is 曲终人散.

Dinner @ New York New York was great with Eddy and Wil joining us! I had an awesome Hot Plate Black Pepper Seafood Spaghetti! Yummy! I definitely will like to have tt again!

Can't wait to wil's and my bday celebration with 8PG again! Too bad to wil tt he has to share the same celebration with me. =PPP

My wisdom

reached KHOO TECK PUAT HOSPITAL (yishun) at 9.30am

after paperwork, i entered a small ward and changed. Nervous.

Soon, I was asked to go to the operation theatre.

the operation theatre was super bright, with many staff inside. Scary.

Lied on the operation bed. Oxygen mask was put on.

I could feel the drug injected, flew up my arm with a hot sensation.

I took a deep breath and closed my eyes.

I had a dream...towards the end of the dream I heard someone called my name...It was the nurse. Oh, the operation was done! The lower part of my face was totally numb, I was totally blur at that moment. It took me 2 minutes to realised what's happening. Slow.

It was 1230 when I was pushed back to my small ward.

The nurses were very nice. They helped me to change my gauze periodically and feed me with apple juice. (the apple juice was nice) Pain kicked in at around 3pm. I was given a cup of cereal together with my painkiller. Then, I continued to sleep after that...

Finally I was discharged at 1630! that 4 hours was horrible and prolonged. I smsed friends while waiting the bleeding to stop. I was craving to play bejeweled to make the time pass faster.

The disgusting porridge will be my friend for this coming week. Sign.

Hope that my face won't be too swollen, den I can still go out.

I plan to go for my Jap tml morning! Jia you Wing!!! Love You! ^^

=> Video call

Smart Casual = Smart + wear casual will do

-_-''' good one.

COMPUTER

Die die die...i use comp for more than 14hours EVERYDAY!! My eyes are going to spoil.
I use comp for work, csc, stage and slack...am i sick...this is seriously not healthy. I need to exercise! I'm getting fatter!
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I have been going out with my (different) dears for the past 2 days

Thursday with Juliet Xian @ Causeway point
Being possessed by a hungry alien, JX kept saying tt she's hungry. So we had: Hokkien mee, Kim's Ramen, Durian Puffs, Strawberry Shortcake.


Classic convo (eating Strawberry Shortcake outside Raffles clinic)
JX: ...but you like birthday cake, this is not.
Wing: No, It's my birthday what...my bday last for 2 months and 3 weeks. I celebrated my bday twice liao.
JX: but you are still 20.
Wing: Ya, and you are 21. OMG, you 21 for half a year liao! but I'm still 20!
JX: *emo* >.<
Wing: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Friday with Swee Swee @ AMK Hub

We had our fav for dinner - Japanese cuisine!! HAPPY! We had some heart to heart talk while eating.

Classic convo (eating @ Ichiban)
Swee: I went iceskating for the 1st time tt day and I didn't fall! :))
Wing: 好啊，你慢慢走的啊? =_='''
Wing: Iceskating 好玩吗？
Swee: *really super forced smile* 好玩.
(Wahhh, how convincing!! )

After we had our awesome $1 black sesame hokkaido icecream, we passed by a tuition booth and a guy asked us if we fall into the pri-JC students category. ^^ He really made our day!!! We are young!!!

Like-a-Edmund

Sometimes I wonder what is the main purpose of living.

If you were to die in the next moment, ask yourself these questions:

-Who do you want to say "thank you/sorry" to?
-What's your happiest moment in life?
-What are the things that you are proud of?
-What are your regrets?
-What you want to do the most if you are given 1 more hour/day/month/year of extention to live?

Looking at these, I realise actually i didn't really treasure everyday and my dearests in my life. Every single day is a gift. Love yall...