Doom

After today, i have 0% of confidence in getting enroll in local Uni. Today, my brain was not in the right state while i was doing the paper. The paper is hard. But choosing a hard essay qns with little evaluation makes the marker's job super easy by failing me. All sort of negative thoughts and 'what if' qns start to pop up in my brain. What if i failed GP? there is a high possibility...What if i couldn't get into Uni? What should i do? I put in alot of effort in GP. but effort does not equate to result. Haiz. Life has to go on. It is just not the way i expected 2 years ago.

Relation

I'm confused! i'm happy and i'm sad! Is it true or is it an illusion?...i dun want to talk much...my brain and my heart are 'thinking' differently. I don't really have time left for Alevel and I KNOW IT. I MUST CONCENTRATE. I can pull through. I MUST GO UNIVERSITY. If possible, i'll tell after Alevel. If not, let it be.

After these few days of interacting with guyS that i don't really like, i'm losing faith in guys. I really detest guys who are so insensitive and ego-centric. Pls! Do the right thing at the right time. Pls be more aware of your surrounding. Don't think too highly of yourself, you are just a human. Your superiority complex is suffocating me! Stop boasting abt yourself or your friends...you are just pathetic. If i continued to be in the same space as these guys, i may become a les! HELP!!!