My Last Post of the Sem

I'm sick... =( bad way of ending my last post.

Everything seems to pile up and we are getting busier and busier. Yew and I see each other less than 5hours per week. Sad to say, this is life.

And my stupid Sony Ericsson phone just sucks. IT CAN'T WORK. I'm going to boycott this brand forever!!!!

Thanks to Christine, I'm appointed the Sponsorship Head of NUS Stage. Wish me luck. ^^

Currently looking for internship. If this fails, I shall just find part-time job.

Time is ticking...



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I'm free!!




예쁜 목걸이를 사주고 싶지만
멋진 차를 태워 주고 싶지만
예쁜 옷을 입혀 주고 싶지만 오 난
좋은 곳에 데려가고 싶지만
Ye bbeun mog geoli-leul sa chu go ship ji man
Meod jin cha leul tae wo chu go ship ji man
Ye bbeun oseul lib hyeo chu go ship ji man o nan
Choh eun gose de lyeo ka go ship ji man
Even though I want to buy you a pretty necklace
Even though I want to take you out on a ride in a nice car
Even though I want to dress you in nice clothes
Even though I want to take you to nice places

주머니에 넣은 손엔 잡히는 게 없는데
어떻게 널 잡을 수가 있어
내 생활은 너에게 어울리질 않는데
그래도 내 곁에 있어주겠니
Chu meo ni e neoh-eun son en jabhi neun ge eobd neun de
Eo ddeoh ke neol chabeul su ga isseo
Nae saeng hwaleun neo e ge eo ul li jil lanh neun de
Keu lae do nae gyeote isseo chu gedd ni
This hand that I put inside my pocket grabs nothing
How can I get you
My position doesn’t suit you
Regardless, can you stay by my side

줄 수 있는게 이 노래 밖에 없다
가진 거라곤 이 목소리 밖에 없다
이게 널 웃게 만들 순 있을지 모르지만
그래도 불러 본다
니가 받아 주길 바래 본다
Chul su idd neun ge i no lae bagge eobd da
Ka jin geo la gon i mog so li pagge eobd da
I ge neol ud ge man deul sun isseul ji mo leu ji man
Keu lae do bul leo bon da
Ni ga pada chu gil pa lae bon da
The only thing I can give is this song
All I have is this voice
Even if this makes you laugh
But I still sing
I hope you accept it

너는 괜찮다고 말을 하지만
나만 있으면 된다고 하지만
행복하다고 늘 말해 주지만 너는
더 바라는 게 없다고 하지만
Neo neun kwaen chanh ta go maleul lha ji man
Na man isseu myeon doen da go ha ji man
Haeng bokha da go neul malhae ju ji man neo neun
Teo ba la neun ge eobd da go ha ji man
Even if you say it’s okay
Even if you say it’s okay if I have you
Even if you say you’re happy everyday
Even if you say you don’t what anything more

예쁘고 좋은 것들 재밌고 멋진 일들
너도 분명히 하고 싶잖아 Baby
내 곁에 있어 주면 못하는 걸 알잖아
그래도 내 곁에 있어 주겠니
Ye bbeu go joh eun geod deul chae midd go meod jin il deul
Neo do bun myeon hi ha go ship janha Baby
Nae gyeote isseo ju myeon motha neun geol lal janha
Keu lae do nae gyeote isseo ju gedd ni
Pretty, good things; fun, cool things
You obviously want to do these things too Baby
You know that if you stay by my side I can’t do these things
Regardless, can you stay by my side

줄 수 있는게 이 노래 밖에 없다
가진 거라곤 이 목소리 밖에 없다
이게 널 웃게 만들 순 있을지 모르지만
그래도 불러 본다
Chul su idd neun ge i no lae bagge eobd da
Ka jin geo la gon i mog so li pagge eobd da
I ge neol ud ge man deul sun isseul ji mo leu ji man
Geu lae do bul leo bon da
Ni ga pada chu gil pa lae bon da
The only thing I can give is this song
All I have is this voice
Even if this makes you laugh
But I still sing
I hope you accept it

이 노래 밖에 없다정말 가진게 이 목소리 밖에 없다
이게 널 웃게 만들 순 있을지 모르지만
그래도 불러 본다
니가 받아 주길 바래 본다
니가 받아 주길 바래 본다
I no lae bagge eobd da
Cheong mal ka jin ge i mog so li pagge eobd da
I ge neol ud ge man deul sun isseul ji mo leu ji man
Keu lae do bul leo bon da
Ni ga pada chu gil pa lae bon da
Ni ga pada chu gil pa lae bon da
I only have this song
I really have nothing but this voice
I don’t know if this will make you laugh
But I still sing
I hope you accept it
I hope you accept it

I really have nothing, not even this voice. I can't give you anything, but I hope that you will be always happy. Have a safe trip. I'll miss you.




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Some eyecandies for everyone's eyes accompanied with nice songs ^^

2AM 죽어도 못 보내

어려도 아픈 건 똑같아
세상을 잘 모른다고
아픈걸 모르진 않아
괜찮아 질 거라고
왜 거짓말을 해
이렇게 아픈 가슴이 어떻게 쉽게 낫겠어
너 없이 어떻게 살겠어 그래서 난
Eoryeodo apeun geon ttok gata
Sesangeul jal moreundago apeungeol moreujin anha
Gwaenchana jil georago wae geojitmareul hae
Ireohke apeun gaseumi eotteohke shwipge natgesseo
Neo eobshi eotteohke salgesseo geuraeseo nan
Pain feels the same at every age
Just because I’m young
doesn’t mean that I don’t know pain
Why are you lying
and telling me that things will be alright?
How can this horrible pain heal easily?
How can I live without you? So I

죽어도 못 보내
내가 어떻게 널 보내
가려거든 떠나려거든 내 가슴 고쳐내
아프지 않게 나 살아갈 수 라도 있게
안 된다면 어차피 못살 거
죽어도 못 보내
Jugeodo mot bonae naega eotteohke neol bonae
Garyeo geodeun tteonaryeo geodeun nae gaseum gochyeo nae
Apeuji anhke na saragal surado itge
Andwindamyeon eochapi ussal geo
Jugeodo mot bonae
Would rather die than let you go
How can I let you go away?
If you are going to go or leave, fix my heart
so that I can live my life without pain
If you can’t do that, then I can’t live anyways
so I would rather die than let you go

아무리 니가 날 밀쳐도
끝까지 붙잡을 거야
어디도 가지 못하게
정말 갈 거라면 거짓말을 해
내일 다시 만나자고 웃으면서 보자고
헤어지잔 말은 농담이라고 아니면 난
Amuri niga nal milchyeodo kkeutkkaji butjabeul geoya
Eodido gaji mothage
Jeongmal gal georamyeon geojitmareul hae
Naeil dashi manna jago useu myeonseo bojago
He eojijan mareul nong damirago animyeon nan
No matter how hard you push me away,
I’ll cling on till the end
so that you can’t leave me
If you really want to leave, lie to me
Tell me to meet you tomorrow with a smile
Tell me that this breakup was only a joke. Or I

죽어도 못 보내
내가 어떻게 널 보내
가려거든 떠나려거든 내 가슴 고쳐내
아프지 않게 나 살아갈 수 라도 있게
안 된다면 어차피 못살 거
죽어도 못 보내
Jugeodo mot bonae naega eotteohke neol bonae
Garyeo geodeun tteonaryeo geodeun nae gaseum gochyeo nae
Apeuji anhke na saragal surado itge
Andwindamyeon eochapi ussal geo
Jugeodo mot bonae
Would rather die than let you go
How can I let you go away?
If you are going to go or leave, fix my heart
so that I can live my life without pain
If you can’t do that, then I can’t live anyways
so I would rather die than let you go

그 많은 시간을 함께 겪었는데
이제와 어떻게 혼자 살란 거야
그렇겐 못해 난 못해
Geu manheun shiganeul hamkke gyeokkeot neunde
Ijewa eotteohke honja sallan geoya
Geureohken mothae nan mothae
We experienced so many days together
So how do you expect me to live alone?
I can’t do that. I can’t do that!

죽어도 못 보내
I would rather die than let you go
정말로 못 보내
내가 어떻게 널 보내
가려거든 떠나려거든 내 가슴 고쳐내
아프지 않게 나 살아갈 수 라도 있게
안 된다면 어차피 못살 거
죽어도 못 보내
Jugeodo mot bonae,
jeong mallo mot bonae, naega eotteohke neol bonae
Garyeo geodeun tteonaryeo geodeun nae gaseum gochyeo nae
Apeuji anhke na saragal surado itge
Andwin damyeon eochapi mossal geo
Jugeodo mot bonae
I really can’t let you go.
How can I let you go?
If you are going to go or leave, fix my heart
so that I can live my life without pain
If you can’t do that, then I can’t live anyways
so I would rather die than let you go

C.N.Blue I'm a Loner

외톨이야 외톨이야
외톨이야 외톨이야
oetoriya oetoriya
(oetoriya oetoriya)
(I'm a loner. I'm a loner.
I'm a loner. I'm a loner.)

봐봐 나를 봐봐
똑바로 내 두눈을 봐
거봐 이미 너는 딴 곳을 보고 있어
Check it One Two Three
시계바늘만 쳐다보는게
말 안해도 다른 사람 생긴걸 알아
bwabwa nareul bwabwa ttokbaro nae du nuneul bwa
geobwa imi neoneun ddan goseul bogo isseo
check it one two three sigyebaneulman chyeoda boneun gae
mal an haedo dareun saram saenggingeol ara
Look, look at me, me. Look at me straight in the eyes.
Look, you are already look at elsewhere.
Check it one two three, you only keep looking at the clock.
You don't have to tell me. I know you got someone else.

(Rap)
요즘 넌 나 아닌 다른 사람과 만남이 잦더라
이제는 먼저 전화도 걸지 않더라
나랑 있을 때는 하루가 일초라도
넌 내 앞에선 요즘 하늘만 보더라
yojeum neon na anin dareun saramgwa mannami jatdeora
ijeneun meonjeo jeonhwado geolji andeora
narang isseul ttaeneun haruga ilchorado neon nae apeseo yojeum haneulman bodeora
Oh~ I know your mind imi neowa naui geori
meoreojin geurigo beoreojin namboda motan uri sai
You've been meeting someone else often lately.
You don't even call me first anymore.
When you are with me, you would only look at the sky even if a day is a second long.


Oh I know your mind 이미 너와 나의 거리
멀어진 그리고 벌어진 남보다 못한 우리 사이
oh baby 외톨이야 외톨이야
daridiridara du
외톨이야 외톨이야
daridiridara du
외톨이야 외톨이야
사랑에 슬퍼하고 사랑에 눈물짓는 외톨이
sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight 가슴이 아파
Oh no no no no no body knows 맘 몰라
one two three four five six seven night
수 많은 밤을 새우며 나를 달래고 있어
Oh~ I know your mind. The distance between you and I.
Getting farther and wider. We are no better than strangers.
oh baby I'm a loner, I'm a loner. daridiridara du~ I'm a loner. I'm a loner. daridiridara du~
I'm a loner, I'm a loner. I'm a loner being sad at love, shedding tear at love. sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight. My hurt hurts.
Oh no no no no no body knows, how I feel.
one two three four five six seven night, I'm cheering up myself passing many nights awake.

(Rap)
차라리 다른 사람 생겼다고
내가 싫으면 싫다고
차라리 솔직하게 말해줬다면
난 너를 죽도록 미워하진 않았을텐데
check it one two three
네 말을 되새겨봐도
이리 저리 둘러대는 거짓말이야
charari dareun saram saenggyeotdago naega sirheumyeon sirtago
charari soljikhage malhaejwotdamyeon nan neoreul jukdorok miwohajin anhasseul tende
check it one two three ne mareul doesaegyeo bwado irijeori dulleodaeneun geojitmariya
If you had just told me honestly
that you got someone else. That you hate me.
Then I wouldn't have hated you to death.
check it one two three. Remembering your words, they are all silly lies.

oh baby 외톨이야 외톨이야
daridiridara du
외톨이야 외톨이야
daridiridara dudaridiridara du
외톨이야 외톨이야
사랑에 슬퍼하고 사랑에 눈물짓는 외톨이
sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight 가슴이 아파
Oh no no no no no body knows 맘 몰라
one two three four five six seven night
수 많은 밤을 새우며 나를 달래고 있어
oh baby
oetoriya oetoriya daridiridaradu~
oetoriya oetoriya daridiridaradu~
oetoriya oetoriya sarange seulpeohago sarange nunmuljitneun wetori
sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight gaseumi apa
Oh no no no no no body knows mam molla
one two three four five six seven and night su manheun bameul seumyeo nareul dallaego isseo
oh baby I'm a loner, I'm a loner. daridiridara du~ I'm a loner. I'm a loner. daridiridara du~
I'm a loner, I'm a loner. I'm a loner being sad at love, shedding tear at love. sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight. My hurt hurts.
Oh no no no no no body knows, how I feel.
one two three four five six seven night, I'm cheering up myself passing many nights awake

Dilemma

Women are hard to please. MY SENTIMENT EXACTLY.

When he went for interview, I was hoping that he could get the Shanghai attachment as it's a rare opportunity. I told myself to be mentally prepared cos if he got accepted, he will miss my 21st bday and our anniversary.

Good News. He got the attachment, I was happy for him yet a little bit disappointed. But if he didn't get the attachment, I would feel sad for him. SEE, women are hard to please.

I thought of going to Shanghai in July to find him, but after checking the airfare, I dropped the thought. It's TOO EX! =( I'll miss yew badly. 3 months is very long leh...(But it's much better comparing to SEP) Orh...okay. Plus, even if I go Shanghai, he won't have time for me cos he will need to work... =( so better stay in Singapore and bare with it. Very fast, 3 months will pass.

Hence, yew SUGGESTED to celebrate our birthday together, which is 2.5 months in advance for me. Well, it's cost effective, so we can save more money for future trips tgt. Okay. I shall stop grumbling, be contented with what I have now, and treasure every moment that we share together. 3 months chop chop will come to an end.

Yup! Hugs. I'll wait for you!

Meaningful and fun weekend

Friday night:
5.30-7.30pm
Tuition @ Kovan - needa earn some money before I spend.

8-10.30pm
Junchyi's 21st Bday Party @ Evergreen Park Function Room
Theme was soft toy and it's more like Gee's (Junchyi's soft toy's) birthday.

Birthday Gal and the Theme (SOFT TOYS)

Cake cutting ceremonyBirthday Gal with the ESE

This is how my 歪歪's head become 歪

Saturday:
9.30am-6.30pm
LB's Medifriend @ Blk 3 Jalan Bukit Merah
Ought to do more for the beneficiaries. I could have done better. Thank you all the volunteers and medical students. The medical students are really like angels! Super dedicated!

8-9.30pm
Theatre Production: Wo(men)
Touching, abstract and meaningful

Sunday:
7.20am-10.45pm
Christine's 21st Bday Celebration @ Batam
According to ZR: Awesome, MUST GO.
According to Wing: Should go once in your lifetime. (It's more like a field trip to me, looking at all the dead rivers while I was studying for my Water Science and Technology module.)

Reached Harbourfront centre early in the morning at 8.15am. Super early, I wasn't fully awake. We boarded the ferry at 9.20am Singapore Time.

I was stuck between 2 guys who acted cool with their Rayban sunnies

When I alighted from the ferry, I was surprised that we travelled back to 9.08am! hahaha. Then, I realised Batam is one hour later than Singapore. Oh, not to mention the "Do not make noise" signs in the custom area. =P

This is our 26 years old tour guide with only one wife. He has tons of lobangs-ranging from food, properties to wives! His laughter was weird. Very fake...We concluded that he had a script and he was forced to laugh after certain sentences. (laugh)

Our first group photo in Batam (excluding all the failed attempts before this)

We were super enthusiastic or rather, the rest of them just couldn't be bother about the tour guide. We alighted at all stops. JM: We paid for this trip, so we must make it worthy.

We were famised by lunch time which was around 1.30pm(ST). The sumptuous seafood lunch did not disappoint us. Christine was happily extracting the flesh of the sea snails that she played more than she ate.
After the meal, we were introduced to the local cultural dance "Kuda Lumping". After the dance, its more like a freak show whereby the performer peeled the coconut with his bare teeth, ate burning charcoal and glass! OMG...It ended off with the performer skillfully jumping through a fire ring.

They, except Christine, look serious here...
We went to pray when we reached the Toa Pek Kong Chinese Temple, hope that he can help me with my mid-terms but it didn't really work out for me. =( Then, we had a series of cam-whoring sessions

The Communist Feel

I'm innocent! It's the camera angle! I didn't touch Charlene!
Checking passport upon boarding
Rahhhhh!!!! Happy 21st, Christine, in the year of tiger

Wei Long's head bitten by another Long (dragon)

Seeing double???

After this, we went to had massage together for $20 per pax, we had all our joints cracked! HAHAHA...The gals were super noisy as we had our partitions opened (which was kinda like a wrong move...hahaha. so shy). The guys refused to respond to us when we called them in the massage parlour. (True, it's super embarrassing) It's really an unique experience to do massage with gal friends.^^ After the massage, all of us were feeling super oily and we were served with ginger tea to end the whole package.

Then we had an hour shopping time at Batam Time Complex where we spotted lots of imitations and gals with similar hairstyles and colours.

It was 9pm by the time we reached Singapore. We were SUPER hungry by then, and I practically swallowed my Jia Xiang Mian...HAHAHA...

Although this was only a 1-day trip, it was the first official 8PG gang oversea trip! It was awesome and I bet everyone had enjoyed this trip very much. May Guan Yin Ma and Smiling Buddha bless us with good health, happiness and forever friendship!

イーモイン

When I told my friends grades are not that impt as they seem, actually I was not convinced.いくら自分をがんばって納得させても、そのを信じられない。 Otherwise, why would I be so devastated by my CM2142's midterm? 実は、あたしずっと嘘作ってる。自分でも信じられないことを皆に納得させて見たって、無理なぁ。そんなに一生懸命頑張って勉強する理由は自分のためにじゃなくて、あなたのだよ。どうしてというとがっかりさせるようできらいよ。同じ幸せな未来を描くためにもっと上手になりたいよ。

さらに、日本語の勉強について諦めたい。勉強だんだん難しくなって、自信と昔の熱いだんだん消えてる、見つけなかったと思う。