Some eyecandies for everyone's eyes accompanied with nice songs ^^
2AM 죽어도 못 보내
어려도 아픈 건 똑같아 세상을 잘 모른다고 아픈걸 모르진 않아 괜찮아 질 거라고 왜 거짓말을 해 이렇게 아픈 가슴이 어떻게 쉽게 낫겠어 너 없이 어떻게 살겠어 그래서 난 Eoryeodo apeun geon ttok gata Sesangeul jal moreundago apeungeol moreujin anha Gwaenchana jil georago wae geojitmareul hae Ireohke apeun gaseumi eotteohke shwipge natgesseo Neo eobshi eotteohke salgesseo geuraeseo nan Pain feels the same at every age Just because I’m young doesn’t mean that I don’t know pain Why are you lying and telling me that things will be alright? How can this horrible pain heal easily? How can I live without you? So I
죽어도 못 보내 내가 어떻게 널 보내 가려거든 떠나려거든 내 가슴 고쳐내 아프지 않게 나 살아갈 수 라도 있게 안 된다면 어차피 못살 거 죽어도 못 보내 Jugeodo mot bonae naega eotteohke neol bonae Garyeo geodeun tteonaryeo geodeun nae gaseum gochyeo nae Apeuji anhke na saragal surado itge Andwindamyeon eochapi ussal geo Jugeodo mot bonae Would rather die than let you go How can I let you go away? If you are going to go or leave, fix my heart so that I can live my life without pain If you can’t do that, then I can’t live anyways so I would rather die than let you go
아무리 니가 날 밀쳐도 끝까지 붙잡을 거야 어디도 가지 못하게 정말 갈 거라면 거짓말을 해 내일 다시 만나자고 웃으면서 보자고 헤어지잔 말은 농담이라고 아니면 난 Amuri niga nal milchyeodo kkeutkkaji butjabeul geoya Eodido gaji mothage Jeongmal gal georamyeon geojitmareul hae Naeil dashi manna jago useu myeonseo bojago He eojijan mareul nong damirago animyeon nan No matter how hard you push me away, I’ll cling on till the end so that you can’t leave me If you really want to leave, lie to me Tell me to meet you tomorrow with a smile Tell me that this breakup was only a joke. Or I
죽어도 못 보내 내가 어떻게 널 보내 가려거든 떠나려거든 내 가슴 고쳐내 아프지 않게 나 살아갈 수 라도 있게 안 된다면 어차피 못살 거 죽어도 못 보내 Jugeodo mot bonae naega eotteohke neol bonae Garyeo geodeun tteonaryeo geodeun nae gaseum gochyeo nae Apeuji anhke na saragal surado itge Andwindamyeon eochapi ussal geo Jugeodo mot bonae Would rather die than let you go How can I let you go away? If you are going to go or leave, fix my heart so that I can live my life without pain If you can’t do that, then I can’t live anyways so I would rather die than let you go
그 많은 시간을 함께 겪었는데 이제와 어떻게 혼자 살란 거야 그렇겐 못해 난 못해 Geu manheun shiganeul hamkke gyeokkeot neunde Ijewa eotteohke honja sallan geoya Geureohken mothae nan mothae We experienced so many days together So how do you expect me to live alone? I can’t do that. I can’t do that!
죽어도 못 보내 I would rather die than let you go 정말로 못 보내 내가 어떻게 널 보내 가려거든 떠나려거든 내 가슴 고쳐내 아프지 않게 나 살아갈 수 라도 있게 안 된다면 어차피 못살 거 죽어도 못 보내 Jugeodo mot bonae, jeong mallo mot bonae, naega eotteohke neol bonae Garyeo geodeun tteonaryeo geodeun nae gaseum gochyeo nae Apeuji anhke na saragal surado itge Andwin damyeon eochapi mossal geo Jugeodo mot bonae I really can’t let you go. How can I let you go? If you are going to go or leave, fix my heart so that I can live my life without pain If you can’t do that, then I can’t live anyways so I would rather die than let you go
C.N.Blue I'm a Loner
외톨이야 외톨이야 외톨이야 외톨이야 oetoriya oetoriya (oetoriya oetoriya) (I'm a loner. I'm a loner. I'm a loner. I'm a loner.)
봐봐 나를 봐봐 똑바로 내 두눈을 봐 거봐 이미 너는 딴 곳을 보고 있어 Check it One Two Three 시계바늘만 쳐다보는게 말 안해도 다른 사람 생긴걸 알아 bwabwa nareul bwabwa ttokbaro nae du nuneul bwa geobwa imi neoneun ddan goseul bogo isseo check it one two three sigyebaneulman chyeoda boneun gae mal an haedo dareun saram saenggingeol ara Look, look at me, me. Look at me straight in the eyes. Look, you are already look at elsewhere. Check it one two three, you only keep looking at the clock. You don't have to tell me. I know you got someone else.
(Rap) 요즘 넌 나 아닌 다른 사람과 만남이 잦더라 이제는 먼저 전화도 걸지 않더라 나랑 있을 때는 하루가 일초라도 넌 내 앞에선 요즘 하늘만 보더라 yojeum neon na anin dareun saramgwa mannami jatdeora ijeneun meonjeo jeonhwado geolji andeora narang isseul ttaeneun haruga ilchorado neon nae apeseo yojeum haneulman bodeora Oh~ I know your mind imi neowa naui geori meoreojin geurigo beoreojin namboda motan uri sai You've been meeting someone else often lately. You don't even call me first anymore. When you are with me, you would only look at the sky even if a day is a second long.
Oh I know your mind 이미 너와 나의 거리 멀어진 그리고 벌어진 남보다 못한 우리 사이 oh baby 외톨이야 외톨이야 daridiridara du 외톨이야 외톨이야 daridiridara du 외톨이야 외톨이야 사랑에 슬퍼하고 사랑에 눈물짓는 외톨이 sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight 가슴이 아파 Oh no no no no no body knows 맘 몰라 one two three four five six seven night 수 많은 밤을 새우며 나를 달래고 있어 Oh~ I know your mind. The distance between you and I. Getting farther and wider. We are no better than strangers. oh baby I'm a loner, I'm a loner. daridiridara du~ I'm a loner. I'm a loner. daridiridara du~ I'm a loner, I'm a loner. I'm a loner being sad at love, shedding tear at love. sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight. My hurt hurts. Oh no no no no no body knows, how I feel. one two three four five six seven night, I'm cheering up myself passing many nights awake.
(Rap) 차라리 다른 사람 생겼다고 내가 싫으면 싫다고 차라리 솔직하게 말해줬다면 난 너를 죽도록 미워하진 않았을텐데 check it one two three 네 말을 되새겨봐도 이리 저리 둘러대는 거짓말이야 charari dareun saram saenggyeotdago naega sirheumyeon sirtago charari soljikhage malhaejwotdamyeon nan neoreul jukdorok miwohajin anhasseul tende check it one two three ne mareul doesaegyeo bwado irijeori dulleodaeneun geojitmariya If you had just told me honestly that you got someone else. That you hate me. Then I wouldn't have hated you to death. check it one two three. Remembering your words, they are all silly lies.
oh baby 외톨이야 외톨이야 daridiridara du 외톨이야 외톨이야 daridiridara dudaridiridara du 외톨이야 외톨이야 사랑에 슬퍼하고 사랑에 눈물짓는 외톨이 sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight 가슴이 아파 Oh no no no no no body knows 맘 몰라 one two three four five six seven night 수 많은 밤을 새우며 나를 달래고 있어 oh baby oetoriya oetoriya daridiridaradu~ oetoriya oetoriya daridiridaradu~ oetoriya oetoriya sarange seulpeohago sarange nunmuljitneun wetori sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight gaseumi apa Oh no no no no no body knows mam molla one two three four five six seven and night su manheun bameul seumyeo nareul dallaego isseo oh baby I'm a loner, I'm a loner. daridiridara du~ I'm a loner. I'm a loner. daridiridara du~ I'm a loner, I'm a loner. I'm a loner being sad at love, shedding tear at love. sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight. My hurt hurts. Oh no no no no no body knows, how I feel. one two three four five six seven night, I'm cheering up myself passing many nights awake
When he went for interview, I was hoping that he could get the Shanghai attachment as it's a rare opportunity. I told myself to be mentally prepared cos if he got accepted, he will miss my 21st bday and our anniversary.
Good News. He got the attachment, I was happy for him yet a little bit disappointed. But if he didn't get the attachment, I would feel sad for him. SEE, women are hard to please.
I thought of going to Shanghai in July to find him, but after checking the airfare, I dropped the thought. It's TOO EX! =( I'll miss yew badly. 3 months is very long leh...(But it's much better comparing to SEP) Orh...okay. Plus, even if I go Shanghai, he won't have time for me cos he will need to work... =( so better stay in Singapore and bare with it. Very fast, 3 months will pass.
Hence, yew SUGGESTED to celebrate our birthday together, which is 2.5 months in advance for me. Well, it's cost effective, so we can save more money for future trips tgt. Okay. I shall stop grumbling, be contented with what I have now, and treasure every moment that we share together. 3 months chop chop will come to an end.
Friday night: 5.30-7.30pm Tuition @ Kovan - needa earn some money before I spend.
8-10.30pm Junchyi's 21st Bday Party @ Evergreen Park Function Room Theme was soft toy and it's more like Gee's (Junchyi's soft toy's) birthday.
Birthday Gal and the Theme (SOFT TOYS)
Cake cutting ceremonyBirthday Gal with the ESE
This is how my 歪歪's head become 歪
Saturday: 9.30am-6.30pm LB's Medifriend @ Blk 3 Jalan Bukit Merah Ought to do more for the beneficiaries. I could have done better. Thank you all the volunteers and medical students. The medical students are really like angels! Super dedicated!
8-9.30pm Theatre Production: Wo(men) Touching, abstract and meaningful
Sunday: 7.20am-10.45pm Christine's 21st Bday Celebration @ Batam According to ZR: Awesome, MUST GO. According to Wing: Should go once in your lifetime. (It's more like a field trip to me, looking at all the dead rivers while I was studying for my Water Science and Technology module.)
Reached Harbourfront centre early in the morning at 8.15am. Super early, I wasn't fully awake. We boarded the ferry at 9.20am Singapore Time.
I was stuck between 2 guys who acted cool with their Rayban sunnies
When I alighted from the ferry, I was surprised that we travelled back to 9.08am! hahaha. Then, I realised Batam is one hour later than Singapore. Oh, not to mention the "Do not make noise" signs in the custom area. =P
This is our 26 years old tour guide with only one wife. He has tons of lobangs-ranging from food, properties to wives! His laughter was weird. Very fake...We concluded that he had a script and he was forced to laugh after certain sentences. (laugh)
Our first group photo in Batam (excluding all the failed attempts before this)
We were super enthusiastic or rather, the rest of them just couldn't be bother about the tour guide. We alighted at all stops. JM: We paid for this trip, so we must make it worthy.
We were famised by lunch time which was around 1.30pm(ST). The sumptuous seafood lunch did not disappoint us. Christine was happily extracting the flesh of the sea snails that she played more than she ate. After the meal, we were introduced to the local cultural dance "Kuda Lumping". After the dance, its more like a freak show whereby the performer peeled the coconut with his bare teeth, ate burning charcoal and glass! OMG...It ended off with the performer skillfully jumping through a fire ring.
They, except Christine, look serious here... We went to pray when we reached the Toa Pek Kong Chinese Temple, hope that he can help me with my mid-terms but it didn't really work out for me. =( Then, we had a series of cam-whoring sessions
When I told my friends grades are not that impt as they seem, actually I was not convinced.いくら自分をがんばって納得させても、そのを信じられない。 Otherwise, why would I be so devastated by my CM2142's midterm? 実は、あたしずっと嘘作ってる。自分でも信じられないことを皆に納得させて見たって、無理なぁ。そんなに一生懸命頑張って勉強する理由は自分のためにじゃなくて、あなたのだよ。どうしてというとがっかりさせるようできらいよ。同じ幸せな未来を描くためにもっと上手になりたいよ。
River Valley: 1/2Destiny, 3Eggs 4Eva, RVCO
Anderson JC: 23/06, AJCO
NUS: School of Engineering, CSC-LB, AWC, ODYSESSY Wing's wish list
#2~Get an 2nd Upper Honors Degree
#1~Learn Japanese
#0~Earn more $$
#7~Be happy
#1~Take good care of loved ones
#9~sTay hEalThy aNd CheErfuL
Maintain 52.5kg or below
#8~Learn cooking and baking
#9~GET:
A cap
A white hoodie
Book list:
Body Language
Build to Last
LKY's Hard Truth
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